A BROKEN HEART OF A LOST TIME

A BROKEN HEART OF A LOST TIME.

By Hidden Remnant

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I have been seeing wickedness on earth.

Beyond what man can comprehend.

The sick are dying. The poor gets poorer.

Innocent lives are being killed.

Little children are being raped.

People are being murdered.

The needy and the hungry continues to suffer.

Animals are being treated in such a inhumane way, and cruelty.

It's getting even worst as the time gets closer, and closer to the coming of the Son of Man.

The church continue to live in sin.

My spirit grieves for the souls, and innocent lives.

My heart burns with holy anger.

Because of this corrupt, and evil world, but with sadness simultaneously.

The truth is I have been hurting for a while now. 💔

Not because im wounded, but because my heart bleeds for my Father.

I feel His every pain.

I feel every burden in His heart.

I feel my Fathers broken heart.

Because of the sins of man in every nation.

Sobbing silently..... 😢😔

As I spend time with the Father.

I can't help but filled with grief, and sorrow for the lost time.

While I lay down on His feet.

I said pa we have lost so much time.

So much time has been wasted.

For over the many years and decades.

And the more we waste time on earth.

The more we are being hindered.

The more we idle time away.

The more we are giving the devil his way.

And the more we are being set back and delayed.

Unnecessarily.

It's time consuming.

Time has been wasted.

We cannot bring back the time.

Instead of focusing on your agenda.

And what you called us to do.

But the time is gone now.

I am not bringing back the past to feel sorry for myself. No.

Nor I am bringing the time back because of regret. Absolutely not.

But I bring the past back, for it is the very reasons why I am here today.

My past does not define who I am.

Definetly it does not define my future.

Yet my past made me stronger today.

For it made me who I am today.

My past help me found myself.

I was lost, but now I am found.

It help me found myself today.

It made me open my eyes to see what I could not see then.

I was blind, but now I see everything perfectly.

Today I know my true identity.

I use my past as a stepping stone.

To reach my purpose that leads to my destiny.

My past made me realized how strong I am.

It takes a great strenght to make it this far after all I have endured.

For in my weakness you are my strenght.

Most times we do not know, how strong we are, until being strong is the only choice you have.

And that was the only choice I had.

Is to be strong and to never give up.

Despite of the pain and trials I face.

But here I am still standing today.

All by Gods grace.

Yet even the strong needs lifting.

Even the encourager needs to be encourage.

Even the strongest ones sometimes have their limits.

Though I have remained patient for so long.

Even I struggle with patience at times.

But my patience is also running low.

And I do not know, how long I can continue.

Not sure how long I can keep going for my heart is torn apart. 💔

And I said to the Father.

Pa, my heart is hurting.

Because of the things I see.

The wickedness of man has gotten worst.

Evil are getting bolder, and bolder.

I desire to help all mankind.

I want to help, but I can't.

I want to save them but I am not God.

I am not complaining nor I am discontent.

Infact I am very blessed, and highly favored because of you.

I have everything I ever ask for.

I am not lacking, and I am not empty.

I am filled with joy, and your peace.

But I can't help the fact that my heart groans because of the evil I see.

I cannot pretend I am blind either.

Nor I can profess to fake what is happening.

There is too much abomination, and my heart is breaking. 💔

The love of many has grow cold.

I wish I do not see this things, for it's hurting me, but I see with my eyes, how then can I pretend I don't see.

How can I fake I am blind.

I know you do not want to me worry about this things. 🥺

And I know you only want me to fixed my eyes on you, and for that is true.

Because that is the only very reasons why I even made it this far.

For only fixing my eyes on you.

But I cannot pretend to not see any longer. Nor as if I don't have eyes to see.

I see too much evil and wickedness.

And I refuse to compromise.

I will never compromise the truth.

And I will not tolerate what is evil.

I am not like Eli the priest. Never will be.

Eli witness evil in his sight, yet he condoned what is evil.

I refused to be okay with evil, and I do not accept what is norm to man.

I want to save the world from evil but I am not Lord and Savior.

And even if I want to help, but I can't for I am not God.

Even if I want to give to all the poor, and feed all the hungry, but I cannot for I am limited.

I am just a dust made of flesh and blood.

This little nugget brain of mine cannot save this whole world.

I am no perfect, and will never be.

I never claim to be.

I am just a man.

But you are God, and you are not limited.

You can do all things.

With man is impossible, but with God all things are possible.

I may not have gold, and silver.

But one thing I do know.

What I have is prayers.

And I may not have it all.

But what I can do is pray for the world.

Prayers is more powerful than silver and gold.

Material things or vanities cannot save a soul.

No amount of wealth and riches can save mankind.

Only Jesus can save the WORLD through prayers. 🙏🏼😔

My hearts cry while I vent to my Abba.

I said pa you know, I do not have anyone to confide when I am sad.

I have no one to run to when I'm hurt.

I don't have a family to talk to when I am lonely.

I only have you, and you are more than enough for me.

For you are the Only One Who has been there for me.

You are the Only One Who understands me.

You are the Only One Who cares and have regard for me.

You are the Only One Who truly supports me.

You are the Only One Who loves me unconditionally.

You are the Only One Who never let me down.

You are the Only One Who cares about the little things I care about.

Who is always beside me until now.

The Only One Who is always right by my side.

Protecting me and encouraging me.

Leading me and helping me.

Lifting me up, and healing me of my wounds, and my scars.

There is no One like you Lord.

Rain or shine, ups and down, you are always there for me.

You never leave me nor forsake me.

From the beginning until today.

My Abba is my Only truest friend.

I do not have friends but Him.

Only my God Who understands me.

But though I am filled with your joy.

Though I am happy, and have peace.

Though I have everything I ever wanted.

And you have given me what I cannot even imagine.

Blessings after blessings, favor that eyes cannot see, and ears cannot hear.

What no man can conceive what God has done for those who love Him.

But for as long as I see, and witness what this evil world brings.

I will always be broken, for my heart will always be heart broken. 💔

And torn to pieces.

I weep while saying this to Abba.

But Father said no.

It will not be my portion.

He said this will not last.

For He will answer my hearts desire.

😭😭😭

Then as I weep to Fathers feet.

Like always, He comforts me.

And gave me a word of confirmation.

A timely word of assurance to lift me.

It truly blessed me for it is edifying and it brings healing to my soul.

And while I was reading my Fathers word I said to Him.

Pa, I have already made up my mind long ago.

The day I gave my life to you.

Is the day I chose you, and to be with you. For I choose life.

I know exactly Whom I choose to serve.

I am aware Who I serve.

I serve a true LIVING GOD.

And there is no any other way but you.

I desire only to be with you for the rest of eternity.

There is no place id rather be.

And no place to be.

Forever and ever, only you will be.

Because it is meant to be.

Like you said we are meant to be together forever as ONE BODY.

You are my happy place.

And my secret place.

Love you pa. 😭❤️

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Romancing the King: Advancing and Expanding the Kingdom! | Sandi Holman 2024/05/04

Once again today, The LORD spoke as I began to pray, “I AM bringing My Bride to a moment of truth as they stop and have a moment of remembrance.

I AM bringing total refreshment to their spirit for this urgent time in the world.

I AM enabling them to intentionally embrace their true identity as My Sons and Daughters.

I AM setting aside this time for a robing time. There are moments in their life that they will long remember a the day they finally let go of all regret, fear, confusion, procrastination, unbelief and doubt.

It shall be a royal robing moment as they are being clothed with fortitude, perseverance focus, and determination to make a quality decision.

Yes, My beloved Bride is now at a crossroads of choice. You must choose the life you want to live.

My Word says in Psalm 37 says,

“Delight yourself in The LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to The LORD; trust in him and he will do this.” Psalm 37 4-5 (NIV)

So I say to you this day, I will give you the desires of your heart.

Whatsoever you desire with your whole heart, you shall be granted for I have placed those desires in your heart and I shall fulfill them.

In this past season the came to cloud your vision with doubt and unbelief and many let go of the hope for those desires and they were robbed of the joy to move forth, but I have come to give you blessed assurance that I AM a Dream-giver and I AM fulfilling your lost Dream.

I AM a Promise keeper!

You are entering into a Double-portion Season, for I shall be remembered well as “The God of more than enough!”

As I have watched My Church during these times of war and chaos, I AM sending a Message to WAKE UP — for I AM staging a SHAKE UP — that will get their attention for the need to yield to My Spirit and make up for lost time.

I have brought My Church also to a Crossroads of choice, to Repent of the spirit of division and performance, as I have come to deliver My Flock from the spirit of deception, and open their eyes of understanding to embrace a fresh knowledge of The Truth.

You must “Choose this Day whom you will serve!”

There is no more time to play ‘the Price is Right’ and operate in the love of money.

There is no more time to participate in the spirit of competition that has divided the world for many years now.

So, I say, “Just whose report will you believe?”

I AM come to give you your Freedom back — through a free choice!

My heart has been breaking for My People, who are called by My Name, to receive My Love and be set on Fire with My Presence.

For the world is perishing for a lack of Love and falling into the pit of compromise.

I have come today to say, ‘Will you choose to be a Victor or will you continue to be a Victim?’

The choice is yours!

This is My Offer to My Chosen Ones: Won’t you take a stand for TRUTH and shout to the evil one, that you are joining the Army of The LORD to fight for Freedom and Justice and Liberty for all?

Will you stand up in the face of the enemy and say:

“Move over, we are plowing new ground!

We are The Children of God who are growing up in this moment of Maturity, Loyalty, and great Grace to receive the Mercy of a Loving God, Who has come to put a Sword in our Hand!

We shall move forth and wield the sword of truth to take back the land and everything that has been stolen in the name of Jesus.”

Yes, says The Good, Good Father, it is a time to choose this day whom you will serve.

I AM assembling the scattered flock. I AM gathering the torn pieces of every broken dream and I AM breathing new life into your expectations — for I AM a God of Vision, Creation, and Unity.

I AM a Good Father who deeply desires for My Children to embrace their uniqueness.

Catch My Vision for them, and embrace their Divine Design and Opportunity to celebrate their differences — as well as their need for one another,” says The Father!

“I AM ready to assemble My Remnant and fit them together for a demonstration of heaven on earth.

Always remember, the year 2024 is the year of the Open Door — but read the fine print!

“I will open that Door that no man can shut and I will shut that Door that no man can open!”

So, know this, The Door is being shut to the past, for I have been repeating to all who have ears to hear that it is time to put the past behind you.

This is the bottom line — The Door is being closed to the things you cannot change!

Won’t you this day, embrace the opportunity to choose a life of fullness to be all you were designed and called to be?

You are the one who determines your future.

Will you determine to be determined to be an overcomer?

My Grace is available. My Mercy is new every morning.

Tomorrow can be the first day of the rest of your life, if you will establish your heart to drown out every voice that has been haunting you with fear, double-mindedness, and unbelief and take up your Shield of Faith, and receive new Hope for tomorrow!

Be prepared to allow the beauty of Holiness and Transparency to clothe you in a Freedom you have never fully embraced,” says The Holy One of Israel.

“Beloved Bride, won’t you allow My Love to explode in your heart with new determination to be consistent and orderly in you daily choices?

Won’t you accept the challenge to face the one requirement to make sure you stay on track?”

“For the moment, all discipline is painful, rather than pleasant, but later it produces the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.” Hebrews 12:11.

“So, when you Dare to be DIFFERENT, Dare to CHOOSE LIFE, your heart with explode with new hope undaunted by any weapon of discouragement or disappointment the enemy attempts to stop your progress or defer your hope.

Watch Me as I redeem the time that has been wasted on ungodly sorrow and the many issues caused by the spirit of fear.

I say to you, I AM restoring unsound minds to those walking in The Fear of The LORD — and I AM empowering you to carry the Flaming Fire of My Love to the world, The Church and the backslidden!