FATHER MAKES ALL THINGS NEW

FATHER MAKES ALL THINGS NEW

MY SAFE HAVENS TESTAMENT

NOV 26 2024

Jocee Tan by Hidden Remnant

Prior to initiating.

Let me tell you about this fallen realms.

The world system taught us not to be real, and true to ourselves, why do I say this?

Since the earthly church standards is to fake it until we make it, this is their motto.

Though they may not say it openly, and directly but their fruits speaks it all.

You see leaders all smiles, they look and sound the part, and proper on the pulpit for a show, wearing their crown of self righteousness, and self impose false humility and fake strenght.

As if when you hear them preach they don't have short comings, they never make any mistakes for they are spotless.

They impose perfect image infront of the media on the camera, or live but behind close doors they are nothing but perpetrating wolves and slithering serpents hissing at their prey....

The innocent souls.

The church told you that whatever you are going through in life, no matter what happens fake it, and don't break but hide it well with thick make up, suit and ties, beautiful dress, with sparkly shoes before the multitudes.

But today I will speak against this lies,

That has tremendously deceived many of you blind gates.

Hear me this day.

I am no ordinary servant, like the rest of them fake wolves in the church on pulpit, yes they are all the same, or those who holds mega phones making a name of themselves in the street as they pretend to be something they aren't.

But I am not afraid to tell you my flaws.

I do not fear to speak of my mistakes and many shortcomings.

After all I am no god but just a flesh and blood.

I will say it and I am not ashamed to say the truth. I am not blameless or spotless like others, who told you they are, for it seems like everybody in the church today are all sparkling clean like mister clean.

Not me.

I will tell you if I make mistakes. And I will make it known to you openly in public, to show you that truly I am just nothing but a dust.

Naked I came on this earth. Naked I shall return before the Lord.

I am not here for my own persuits, or personal gain but I am here for the glory of God, and that is to serve my LORD.

Over the last month,

The kingdom of darkness has really pressed and almost crushed me in every sides.

This is not to glorify the enemy. But this is to testify Gods faithfulness in my life.

The mental warring and physical affliction has completely worn me down.

And it has taken a toll out of me.

Both mentally and physically.

I was terribly weakened and lost all my little strenght to fight and continue.

It's only by grace that I am still alive today.

The mental warring was intense and fierce as I have shared this to you few days ago about my current condition.

Remember I said,

I am not like the other servants they are so perfect without wrinkles and shame or any weakness.

For they all fake it infront of the members for face value. But I tell you deep down inside they are just as dead like the world.

Dead like a dead bones.

Soulish and breathless breath on earth.

Walking around with mask and shiny things to cover their shame, and filthy sins, yet inside they are dying gasping for air like a dead fish.

But I will tell you all my weakness. As I consider myself the weakest and the very least. I am not ashamed to tell you.

I know I am just dust and nothing more.

I refused to pretend and fake what I am going through. I will not be ashamed to say who I truly really am.

What you see is what you get. And what you get is what you see.

I am just a simple servant.

I am nothing more than just a servant.

And I shall serve even in my weakness. Even in my hurt, even in my pain, even when I am bleeding and wounded in all side of life.

Yes, I will still serve the LORD.

Even in my sufferings and troubles, service never ends. This is my everyday life.

There is nothing for me to boast.

I am nothing but just a dust.

Whilst I scribe this I am still recovering on my bed. 🤕

Because of what I have gone through all my life as a young girl, growing up to teenage years up until I become older.

I suffered tremendously from trauma.

My old life brought me nothing but pain.

All I know growing up is hurt, rejection, abused, torment, violence, persecution.

I was raped 4 times when I was only 14 years old. I was molested when I was a little girl by the male figures around me.

I did not understand why then for I was too small to understand. Until when I got older that is when I finally understood.

I witness all kinds of evil as a teenage girl, and that is why I was traumatized from the past.

Until one day I met the Lord Jesus Christ.

He came to saved me from the ruins of this dark world.

But even when I started to follow the Lord, as a babe christian,

I still carried the pain, the hurt, the abused, and all the suffering that almost cause me my life.

And when I started serving.

The old wounds, and all the scars from battle wars hunted me down and reopen a new door of trauma, lately.

The devil knows exactly what he is doing, I tell you the gospel truth. He is cunning.

He will always reopen your past life, and bring back all the hurt, that cause you pain.

And so not only I was physically weak, and wounded, but mentally and emotionally I was bewildered.

I was wrecked. 😔

And the truth is I have not seen myself this bad. Though I suffered many times from all kinds of attacks before.

But I have to say this one is different. Since I am the type to always arise higher than my circumstances.

I always choose to rise back up again, when I am down, for I refused to give up. And I refused to stay down.

Now, I am not saying I gave up.

I never did. But what I faced this past couple of weeks truly brought me to my weakest point of life.

It felt like as if the old wounds was being cut with a knife again and again. And salt and vinegar was being poured inside the deep wounds.

Picture yourself if that was you?

You barely recovering, and still in healing processed. Then another one? How would you feel?

It was that bad. 😮‍💨

I was this close 🤏🏻 of seperating from a love one. I told you I am not fake, and I don't lie, I tell you the truth in all honesty.

But Father said He will never allow seperation with my love ones, for it is not His will. He brings His church together not division.

The mental torment was unbareable. To the point of begging God to just take my life away, and take me home.

I no longer desire to stay in this fallen realms. For this world brings me nothing but pain and deep sorrow.

How can you all still enjoy this world?

Aren't you tired of it? Because I am.

I watch you all enjoy yourselves as if nothing bothers you about this earth, which I find a bit disturbing.

I don't know about you, but there is nothing for me here.

For how can a spirit being dwell in this world and enjoy life to its fullest? I am a new creation in Christ, and the old man is gone.

And living on this world grieves my soul. I can't stand every moment I step foot outside.

I feel nauseous and anxiety creeps in.

I can't breath and pretend all is well.

For the old me is already dead.

I am a new perfected spirit being. A kingdom citizen of heaven. No longer I am earthly bound but heavenly bound.

Therefor I do not desire to inhabit this fallen realms for long. For my spirit being is longing to be with my heavenly Father where I truly belong.

I do not belong in this world, but I belong in heaven.

This world grieves my heart. 😔

I have seen too much.

I had enough.

I want to go home.

My soul travails and moarns to go home and be with my Fathers arms forever, never again seperated from His love.

I weep on my Fathers arms as I say this to Him the other day. For my heart is truly saddened of what this world brings.

And Father said yes its true.

Only He understands my pain.

I do not belong here. This earth is not my home. For I am no longer of this world.

Why I feel nothing but sorrow and heaviness in my heart, from all the burdens of this world from the curse.

The sins of man grieves my soul.

I take no joy or delight in evil deeds, and unrighteousness. It pains me. For what hurts my Father hurts me also.

And as I moarn and weep.

I see many hordes of angels surrounds me, and arkangels comforting me. For they know the weight I carry..... its heavy.

😭😭😭

Father send them to comfort me and keep me company thus I will not lose my self, and my mind here on earth.

Seers are fragile beings.

Our senses is always highly activated 24/7 there is no running away from it.

And even just to write it takes alot of strenght by grace. ✒️📜

Then today, Father grab my attention to turn around, and look up the sky.

As I turn my head, I ran quickly to the glass window and behold.

I see the heavens open and the bright rainbow shone so bright infront of me.

Look at the photo I captured.

You cannot really see the rainbow clearly because I took long to take a snap of the image and when I finally took a picture.

The rainbow was already fading away.

That is all I was able to capture. 🌈

And Father gave me a word through His faithful servant Waldron to confirm all that I have been facing lately.

Praise the LORD.

A timely rhema word for a broken and wounded soul like me. 😔

As always Father never ceased to remain faithful and true. He never fails to remind me again and again how much He loves me as the apple of His eyes. 😭

It is only because of His amazing grace and great love why I am still standing today. Without my pa I am nothing.

Thank you pa for this timely word.

Halleluyaaah to the King of Kings.

And to the Lord of Lords.

Here is the word.📜

This is for someone tonight. I heard, "Don't look back, My Child. The future is in your "Rear View Mirror."

I saw a Child of God in a car. They kept looking into the rear view mirror of their life. Regrets had clouded their vision. Sorrow and sighing had crept into their soul. They kept reliving the mistakes of the past. But here is a word for those with regrets, "Fear not, do not be discouraged. Your God makes all things new! All you see is His Face now in that mirror. Grace has made a way. Your rear view mirror is pointed to a good future!"

"Beloved. Yesterday is in the past. Do not let regrets stand in the way of your future. I am He who makes all things new. By Grace, you have been saved.

"I am the same yesterday, today, and forever. Yesterday is gone. Let Us move forward, My Child. I will cause all things to work together for good. Past, present, and future.

"You are a New creation. The old man is dead. You are alive in Christ. My Goodness and Mercy are continually running after you.

" My grace has you covered. Your rearview mirror is now pointed to the road ahead of you. All of Heaven is on your side. I am healing the hurts and wounds you suffered.

"Do not be overwhelmed by despair and fear. The enemy comes to steal your hope by whispering about the past. He is a liar and the father of lies.

"Listen to the Spirit. I encourage and comfort and edify. I give you a future full of Peace, Hope and Joy through the Holy Ghost. Your destiny is ahead of you, Beloved.

"No more looking behind you. For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

"Be confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus.

"You are kept steady by the power of your God. You have an inheritance that is incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away, reserved in heaven for you,

"Here is My Promise. That your momentary troubles are achieving for you an eternal Glory that far outweighs them all.

"So fix your eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.

"You have seen through the mirror darkly, but now we are Face to face, looking ahead to what I have planned for you. Forget not all My benefits.

"Ahead of you is complete healing of all your diseases for I have declared,"it is finished!" There are no more potholes, My Child, no more pits of destruction.

"For I have crowned you with love and compassion, and I am He who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.

"My Love has made a way where there seems to be no way. I am with you until the end of Time and beyond. Forever I will be with you upon this Path of Life.

"The Holy Spirit shall guide you and keep you steady and show you the Road to come. No more looking back, My Love. Follow Me.

"Remember not the former things, neither consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall you not know it? I will even make a highway in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.

"Do not let your heart be troubled. Do not be afraid. Look ahead to your Glorious Destination. In your Father's House are many Mansions. I have gone ahead of you to prepare a Place for you. That where I AM, you shall be also."

1 Corinthians 13:12-13

"Now we see but a dim reflection as in a MIRROR; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known. And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love; but the greatest of these is love."

Philippians 1:6

"Being confident of this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus."

Jeremiah 29:11

" For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Romans 15:13

"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in Him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit."

2 Corinthians 4:17-18

"For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen, since what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal."

Isaiah 43:18-19

"Do not remember the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing, now it shall spring forth; shall you not know it? I will even make a road in the wilderness and rivers in the desert".

1 Peter 1:3

"Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, who according to His abundant mercy has begotten us again to a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, to an inheritance incorruptible and undefiled and that does not fade away, reserved in heaven for you, who are kept by the power of God through faith for salvation ready to be revealed in the last time."

Psalm 103:1-5

"Praise the LORD, my soul; all my inmost being, praise His holy name. Praise the LORD, my soul, and forget not all His benefits—who forgives all your sins and heals all your diseases, who redeems your life from the pit and crowns you with love and compassion,

who satisfies your desires with good things so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s."

John 14:1-3

“Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in Me. My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.”