FRIENDSHIP IS A PARTNERSHIP

FRIENDSHIP IS A PARTNERSHIP

MY HEAVENLY PARTNER

THE BEST FRIEND

DEC 7 2024

Jocee Tan by Hidden Remnant

John 15:13

Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends.

Proverbs 18:24

A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

John 15:15

I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business. Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.

Everybody wants to be a friend of God, but nobody knows how truly be a friend to anyone, let alone a closer friend of God.

Those who are a true friend of God are the ones who are willing to commit with their relationship with Him whatever means necessary.

They are only dedicated to Him and Him only. They will do anything to be closer to Him by willingly giving their lives for Him.

They die to their flesh, and deny self to carry their everyday cross to put God first.

They are those who are true lovers of God. For they are Heart dwellers of the King. They spend their time only listening and hearing Gods very own heartbeat day and night.

They love spending time with His presence 24/7 for He is their priority. They seek no other friends other than Jesus the Son of God, the Father Yah, and the Holy Spirit.

They don't follow man, or anyone or any famous religious leaders with a name, and fame on social media but only the Godhead of the Holy Trinity.

Jesus is their only one thing.

He is the only one thing that is needed.

For there is only one thing that matters.

Only the One Who layed His life for His friends on the cross.

"Greater love has no one than this, that someone lay down his life for his friends" is a Bible verse from John 15:13

For over the years many have let me down. I have met many people with different background and cultures.

I have spend my time and my life building with this people.

Both relationship, and friendship.

I have invested in many meaningless and pointless connection only to find out they never have love for me, but only use me.

I have done the most unthinkable just to go above and beyond for relationship that surpasses what others cannot even do.

And I mean I will even give my life for them. That's the kind of friend I am.

A type of friend who will give her life, just to save your life from the ruins of hell.

Yes, I will actually do that.

I still do that today for my children and for the church without their knowlegde.

I poured my heart and soul, my life and all of me into peoples lives that never supported me that never truly appreciated me.

And even after so many years of building real connections, and pouring all of me unto this relationship.

But only to find out they never have my best interest at heart. They never did. They only stick around because of convenience and familiarity.

And well because I make myself available, just way too available.

I have given people easy access to me who never even valued my worth as a servant, but only use me, abused me, take from me, and disrespect me after all I have done.

This is what I always warn people. You cannot be close to a seer unless you got nothing to hide or you have no secret agenda.

But if you do. Trust and believe I will find out and don't be surprised I know. After all I am a seer.

And why today they wonder why I deleted them out of my life because most of them are fake.

I have given too many way too much privilegde to have me, they don't even deserve me.

Some only stayed connected because they can reach me anytime they need counsel, help, and prayers.

And well others only wanted what I carry and that is my hards work expensive oil. I payed a price for what I have. It aint no free or cheap.

They only want what they can benefit from me, because I am the easiest servant to reach on social media.

Go and message famous servants on socmed and see if they will ever respond back to you.

Mmhhmm good luck with that. 👍🏼

They will never respond.

Anytime they need something. I am always there. And I never missed. I am always available to their every needs.

Whether if its finances, advice, prayers for healing, deliverance you name it I was always there for them.

But when it comes to me, they was never there for me. And they only remember me when they need me.

After I pray for them, they are quick to forget about me.

Some don't even remember I still exist.

While others are quick to have a memory loss of what I have done for them in the past. They don't even remember a thing I did for them. Shame.

This is why, after through all this pain, heart ache, betrayal, rejection, and all the abused I learned one thing is for sure.

There is no such thing as a friend.

Friendship with man does not exist.

It may only last for a little while, but the moment you got nothing they need they are out of your life in seconds.

Remember this you are only as good as they can use you. You are only as good as long as they can benefit from you.

And you are only a friend when they need you. For you are only beneficial to those who only needs something from you.

As they only after what you carry. Something you have that they don't have.

The moment you have nothing for them, they no longer need you and their true colors comes out.

I was tired of the INCONSISTENCY from man made of dust.

FOR INCONSISTENCY IS DISLOYALTY.

And one day I said to myself.

I will make a vow to God, that I will never make any friends with any human being ever again. I don't care how nice they are. I meant it.

For I do what I say. I dont say what I do.

My yay is my yay. My nay is my nay.

I am not like many of you who are filled with broken promises and empty vows and worthless words that you cannot keep.

But I am a woman of my words.

Unlike many of you today.

To make promises you can't keep is a sin to God.

And I did just that the last 7 years going 8 years.

Everytime someone adds me, and calls me friend, I say no I am not your friend, I am your fellow brethren.

You can call me a sister, or a servant.

For that is who I am, but a friend I am not. Since there is only one friend I have.

There is only one best friend who holds this title in my life and in my heart.

His name is Abba Father.

Only my Lord, my God and my King is my bestfriend. And for the last 7 years He is the only one I can confide to.

He is the only one I can talk to.

The only one who truly understand what I go through in secret. And the only one who sees what I go through behind close doors.

The only one who gets me and knows me. And who truly knows who I am.

He knows all my shame, all my weakness, all my flaws and short comings.

He knows all, nothing is hidden to Him.

The only one person who truly loves me for me despite of my shame and my mistakes.

That even in my weakness He is my very strenght. For I said before I consider myself the very least amongst all.

I am the weakest servant.

I am not ashamed to say it.

Father is the only one who is always there for me through thick and thin, rain or shine, ups and down.

He never changes on me. But He always remain the same.

My pa loves me unconditionally.

I cannot thank my pa enough for all the good He has done for me, and for all the grace and mercy he showered me time and time again. 😭

Father said yes it is true while typing.

I watch and witness Him fulfill every promise He made me. He never fails.

Not ones, not never. I know what I say.

He always does what He said He will do. Like a true best friend would.

When I call on His name, He shows up and He showed out.

When I am down, He lifts me up.

When I am weary, He carries me.

When I am sad, He makes me happy.

When I am troubled, He always comes to rescue me.

When I weep He wipes away my tears.

When I am weak, He strenghtens me.

Even when I walk this very lonely journey, though physically I am alone.

But I am not really alone spiritually.

For my heavenly partner is always here right by my side. He holds me, keeps me, and loves me.

And one night about a week ago.

While praying during the midnight hour, eye shut while spending time with my bestfriend.

Behold, I see me and pa together in the secret place.

I was seated on His lap like a little child, And pa is holding me so close to His left arms, and Father holds me so close to His arms of grace and I melted in awe.

He was wearing His white silky royal garments adorned with a sash, which is a long band or scarf that can be worn around the waist or over one shoulder.

His face glowing like a star so beautiful to behold. I lay on Abbas arms, and I feel so warmth. Fathers warm embrace feels like a thick blanket made of glory clouds. ☁️🌠

Feels so cozy and nice. Ahhh I grasped the comfort, and loved so cherished and adored. I mean what else can I ask for?

I am literally soaking in His glory forever. This is my life. My life is supernatural for there is no temporary in Him.

Everything that He is, is everlasting and neverending. Yes my beloveds, His glory has no end. His love is eternal.

For I serve a eternal God.

I felt so valued like a treasure. 💎

His arms of embrace is warm and heart melting.

You will melt in adoration and awe of Him and His beauty and splendor.

Crying... 😭

I am sobbing silently,

Because all my life, I have never ones felt this kind of love.

I did not encounter true love from my own family not like this.

All I ever remembered growing up was the abused, hatred and violence.

There was no love at home. Home was not a safe place. When it supposed to be a happy place. But not for me.

I have never ones feel this kind of love so pure and holy from anyone.

Only pa can make me feel this way. For only He can give and pour this kind of true love. 😭

Indeed He is the very person of love. And there is no one like Him.

I feel so special to be embraced by my heavenly partner my Abba Father.

Then as I switch position, because my back is hurting me since I have been up all night long and all morning.

When you stay up all night in prayers without sleeping, ofcourse your back, shoulders, hips and knees will start to feel numb, and your body needs a stretching.

Because the blood is not circulating and the blood flow will stop and why it starts to pain otherwise it will go completely numb.

So I switch position and this time, I sat straight and leaning on my Abba.

I am very small compare to my Abba.

He is BIG and I am just little, while I was wearing a pink doll dress, and pa put a pink tiny bow on the left side of the bun of my hair just like the image you see below.

Pa help me find that picture. He said that one looks like me with a pink bow.

As Abba Father holds me in His arms of love. Oooh I feel so warmth, and cozy wrap in His arms around me while hugging me.

So soft like a pillow. Hee. 🤭

In spirit I am like a little child.

I am very small like a 3 year old baby.

For didn't the bible say, unless you become little childrens you cannot enherit the Kingdom of heaven.

Matthew 18:2-5: "He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them. And he said: 'Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven'"

Matthew 18:4: "Whoever humbles himself as a child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven"

Childlike faith is Matthew 18:2-5

That is what you call child like faith.

And then I got weary of sitting the same position, and I am falling asleep a little bit but fighting my sleepiness to stay awake, since I want to continue to spend time with my pa. 👨‍👧

So I layed down, and Abba put my little head on His lap just like a Father would put a little child to rest.

And pa change His outfit so fast and quick, just like that within a blink of an eye. Wowww so powerful. 😃

He changed His sash to a color blue. Blue signifies communion. Purity.

Blue in the Bible represents the heavens and the Word of God. In Exodus, when Moses, his sons, and 70 elders of Israel went up to Mount Sinai to worship God, they saw God and described the pavement under His feet as being bright as the blue sky (Exodus 24:10)

This is my life and my everyday story.

Night and day my pa and I are always together in the secret place having our BONDING TIME.

Giggling and making jokes, laughing our lives away, and drinking coffee while having some sweet treats or sometimes having our afternoon tea time.

Beside the glass open window in the most stunning scenic view in heaven with a wonderful mountain beside us, and beautiful waterfalls and luminous and glorious lights coming from the sky. 🌫

Heaven is like a magical place.

You cannot get enough of it. For there is sooo much more to explore.

Then while pa holds me, and put me on His bossom, He holds me like a little baby on His chest, as I lay on Him, and holds me closer, He smile so much and I see my pa so happy. 🥹

I am happy that my Abba is happy.

Nothing else makes me happy than to see Him happy and joyous.

And id like to share our Father and child conversation and bonding time.

I asked pa if what is His favorite cake?

He said strawberry short cake 🍰

Whaaaat same as mine? Hehe 😃

Yeeess strawberry shortcake is my favorite cake too. 🤭

Ahhh no wonder why pa, and I are the bestest friend, because we both love strawberry flavored cake.

Then I said to pa, I remember I promise Him that when I go home one day, I will bake Him a cake.

Since I do not have the time now for I am busy with Fathers business and agenda on earth.

Though I am a pastry chef for I studied culinary arts. But I only know how to bake basic sponge cake, not really strawberry shortcake with butter fillings.

Hmm nomnom. Exciting. 🥹

Father said yes I can relearn it again.

Ohhh yeaaaah! Wooot wooott!

I told pa I can't wait to bake Him a cake.

Then between 4 in the morning or 6 pa asked me, He said....

"Do you want coffee?"

And I smiled and giggled because my pa is awesome and a marvelous companion.

Just the sweeteeesst pa ever.

Then I said yes pleaaase. 😁

Thank you papa muaaah. ☕️

And Abba Father gave me a word of confirmation about my encounter the night before.

Here is the message from His servant Waldron.

This is for someone tonight who is feeling weak. God's Strength is bonding to your weakness and making you strong!

"Beloved. I am bringing to you Divine Knowledge that religion has not taught you. Knowledge hidden from the natural man and from the wise and learned of this world. Things only understood by the Spirit.

"Do not be ashamed of your weakness, My Child. Your weaknesses attract the Divine Helper to you. Your cries of help and your sighs of sorrow cause Me to run swiftly to your side.

"We are so much closer than you know. We are Companions. We are united. I am the Provider of all that you lack. I come alongside of you to support you and uphold you.

"I supply help that exactly corresponds with your need. When you are empty, I will fill you. You may not know the hows or the whys, but your Heavenly Partner does.

"I join My Strength with your weakness. Opposites do attract. I am your Strength when you are weak. I am Life in the midst of death. I am Freedom in your bondage.

"I am the Sun shining in your night season, the Peace in the midst of the storm, the Marvelous Light that overtakes the darkness.

"When the circumstances of life become too hard to bear, I will bear them for you. I am He who sticks closer than a brother.

"When you are lost for words, when you do not know what or how to pray, My Spirit joins with you. In your desperation, I come beside you and intercede for you. Your prayer becomes My Prayer.

"My Spirit groans with you and cries with you and laughs with you and rejoices with you. We will do this together, Dear One.

"With all that I AM, we unite together to accomplish My Good Pleasure in your life.

"We are bound together forever. I will never leave you nor forsake you. I am He who is faithful and true.

"My Grace is sufficient for you, My Power is made perfect in your weakness. Do you see now, My Child? I did not come to condemn you in your weakness but to save you with ALL that I AM.

"Into the vacuum of your every lack, My Fullness always rushes in! My Strength bonds to your weakness and overtakes it and overcomes it.

"Yes, My Child. Fear not. Every weakness bows and is broken by My Supernatural Power and Provision!"

BONDING (Science) "The creation always reveals the Creator"

A chemical bond is the association of atoms or ions to form new substances such as molecules, crystals, and other structures. The bond results from the electrostatic force between OPPOSITELY charged ions coming together. The positive and negatives charges become a force of attraction between the two atoms called ionic bonds. (Boston University)

THE SPIRIT HELPS (JOINS, BONDS) TO OUR WEAKNESS

Strong's Greek #4878: "From sun and antilambanomai;"

To JOIN. To help. To take hold of opposite together, i.e. co-operate. Union, togetherness. To closely identify with. To aggressively lay hold of because of the high motivation of the helper. To support and to uphold. Coming alongside someone to assist or help them in their efforts. Identified with. Joined close-together in tight identification; with (closely identified together). To give assistance with full initiative and to supply help that exactly corresponds to the need. A cooperative action where one provides what the other is lacking. To express association, companionship, or union. To be in the company of someone or something, indicating a close relationship or partnership.

"And in like manner the Spirit JOINS also His help to our weakness; for we do not know what we should pray for as is fitting, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession with groanings which cannot be uttered." Romans 8:26 (DARBY)

"In the same way the Spirit also HELPS our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we should, but the Spirit Himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words." Romans 8:26 (NASB)

“But He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9

"Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. For in Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set you free from the law of sin and death." Romans 8:1-2

"Therefore, since we have a great High Priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold firmly to what we profess. For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who was tempted in every way that we are, yet was without sin. Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." Hebrews 4:14-16