HASIPUR HAAMTI SHEL DODI LI VA' ANI LO HARO'EH BASHOSHANIM JAN 26 2024 | TESTIMONY

HASIPUR HAAMTI SHEL DODI LI VA' ANI

LO HARO'EH BASHOSHANIM

JAN 26 2024 | TESTIMONY

Jocee Tan by Hidden Remnant

Whilst fellowshipping with the assembly of the brethrens during Sabbath day.

As we dive deeper to embark on my spiritual journey with the Great Yah.

I shared about the times both funny and hilarious moment when I was a babe in the faith, but at the same time filled with heartfelt and very emotional real stories.

During those days, I did not know much about spiritual and the supernatural like I do now.

For I was innocent and have no clue what the things of God is really about.

And one morning,

I had an extraordinary funny but sorrowful encounter with an angel.

I woke up around 5 in the early morning to use the bathroom.

And I got up the bed walking towards the bathroom, while I was still half awake and half asleep.

As I was about to enter the doorstep.

I saw the brightest light I have ever seen before. ✨️ so bright I felt like my eyes was going to be blind by the powerful light beam.

The light overpowered me to a point of crouching a little bit but leaning backwards to cover myself.

I put my arms to cover my eyes.

I then I asked the Lord, is this you Lord?

For I cannot see the face of this being because of the lights thats radiating through and all around him.

Father responded it's an angel.

I said ooohh! and immediately dropped down on my knee to the floor.

And started crawling, and I grabbed every opportunities I can to hold on to the angels legs.

Oh lawdhamercy. 🫣🥴

I hold on to his legs so tightly, and I said to him, I am going with you.

You are taking me to heaven with you.

I am not letting go unless you take me with you where you are going.

We spoke spirit to spirit.

He said let go my leg. ( gently )

And I responded no. While sobbing. 😢

He said it again let go my leg, I have to go now. I said NO! huhu! 😭

I did not bugde. And I did not listen to him. But continue to hold on to his leg.

Then suddenly he started flying, elevated on the airwaves, to the sky, and to the heavens above. 🌫🪽

I saw other angels surrounding us. They are everywhere in the heavenlies, flying like a speed of light like a lightning.

One after another. ⚡️

While I was holding so tightly unto my angels muscular leg, because I was small, and he is a giant.

I am literally just a size of his leg. 😆

I witness there was a battle taking place.

It finally made sense to me why there was so many angels I am seeing flying everywhere for there was a war. ⚔️

The war was about me, the angels was sent by the Father to fight and save me.

Within minutes it was over and the battle ended. Yet I am still holding on to my angels leg. I won't let go.

Ayeee oouuhh Hahaha! 😅😆

Then after the battle the angel brought me back home, to the same position in the bathroom on floor.

I crawled my way back to his leg holding on for my life yet again, he pushed me but I did not let go, he pushed me again, but I was persistent and determined not to let go.

It reminded me of Jacob when He wrestled with God in bethel.

While I type this Father said yes its true.

I did the same too, I wrestled with an angel. Hide face. 😬

He was trying to remove me so gently but like I said, 'I am not going anywhere because I want to go with him to heaven'

I keep saying I want to go with him, take me with you, please take me with you, I want to be with my Lord, and I want to see my Lord. Huhu! 😭

I started weeping and sobbing. 🫣

And for the life of me I wont back down or give up I really want to see Jesus. 😁

Then after 30 minutes of wrestling with the angel back and forth, he finally grab me this time with a little force, off his leg.

I flew on the wall, and drop to the floor. Eeeennkkk toinks! 🤣

And just like that I got off. He was so strong and I am just a little puny. Then he was gone and vanished on thin air.

I felt every dropping on the floor. Oh I tell you, I felt so hurt. I cried and cried all the more filled with sorrow huhuhu!

Oh my heart hurt so much at that very moment, I said to the angel you left me, and didn't take me with you huhu! 😭

I wanted to go with you to heaven.

MY HEART WAS BROKEN 💔

Because I felt abandoned and rejected. And sob the whole time in the washroom.

I couldn't get up but stayed on the floor laying on my back because my heart was in pain. 😭

For the reasons I did not understand.

I was a babe in the faith and knew nothing. And why I felt heart broken.

Literally I tell you the gospel truth.

My heart broke in a thousand pieces.

I was so distraught that I crawled my way back to my room to the bed in misery while sobbing. I could not stop crying.

I felt unwanted and unloved. 🥺😔

Oh boy! All because I did not know better and did not know how heaven works and how God operates.

All I knew is that I want my God. And I don't care what happens, I don't care if I have to fly up there to look for Him, I just want to go to heaven to meet Him.

Finally I was in my bed, and I lay down in bed sobbing silently. ( heart broken ) 💔

The reasons I was weeping so much. Because I long to be with the Lord. My heart desires for Him, and I want to be with Him.

Everyday I hunger and thirst for Him.

Just to be with Him.

To a point I was so desperate,

That I was even willing to do anything to see Him, and be with God even if it takes my life.

If only I had wings 🪽 I would fly to the heavens and to search for Him until I find Him. 😢

That is how thirsty and hungry I was to seek my God, just to hold Him in my arms and never letting go for the rest of my life.

While I share this heartfelt moment of my testimonies I weep and sorrowful longing for my Lord.

In my brokeness I sought for Him.

For my heart longs for Him.

To be with Him, where He is.

To hold, my Lord, in my arms.

To never ever letting Him go.

All I want is to be with my Lord.

My beloved is mine, and I am His... 😭

And then after that,

Father spoke to me and explained to me what happened that morning.

He said that it was not the time yet. It was not the time for me to visit heaven.

And that I have to be patient and wait.

Then Father told me that the angel was struggling to remove me, because I am hard headed and stubborn and wont let go.

The angel asked the Lord if it's okay to use force a little bit just to get me off his leg.

Father laugh so hard HAHAHA!

He responded to the angel, go ahead she will be okay, she will not get hurt. She will be fine.

While pa was smiling! 😄😁

Because the angel said to pa, he doesn't want to harm or hurt me.

He is a giant angel and I am a little puny person compare to him.

Then I asked Father who is the angel, He told me that the angels name is my personal angel Firy. 🪽🤭

Aaaaahhh nooww I see. 😃

It was baby Firy all along aahhaaa!

I am going to squeeze his chubby face.

And when I found out I laughed so hard.

Until now I could not stop laughing. 😂

Bahahaha oh boy. The silly things I do.

Then it all made sense to me after knowing that it was not my time yet to go home and be with the Lord.

Since I have more work to do here on earth. And Father and I are only getting started. Now looking back I understand.

And I can only laugh about it and at the days to come. Ayessh! 😅🤭

As I was worshipping Him this day.

This song I dedicate for my sweet pa.

My Beloved Is Mine And I'm His

Dodi li va'ani lo 🎶

Haro'eh bashoshanim

Akuma na va'asoveva ba'ir, bashvakim

Uvarchovot avaksha et she'ahava nafshi

My beloved is mine and I am His, the Shepherd among the lilies. I will arise and go about the city; in the streets and in the squares I will seek the one my soul loves. ~Song of Songs 2:16, 3:2

This story I share to you,

is a true love story of a Father and child,

being reconciled.

Today we are together,

and we will never be apart.

Nothing can snatch me,

from my Fathers love.

We will never be seperated again.

Together as One. I in Him, and Him in me. My Father and I are one.

John 10:30

I and the Father are one.

A dream coming true atlast.

My heart is weepy. 😢

Then I receive this confirmation message from my pa through His faithful servant.

This is my longing all my life.

The Love I have been longing for,

A missing piece to my broken heart.

And my hearts desire coming true. 😭

I long for you my bride groom.

My everlasting Love. My heart. ❤️

...

For you who feel unloved tonight, I hear the Lord saying,"Do you need a Hero?"

"Can you believe in something you have never seen before?

Can you believe in a Love that never fails?

Can you believe in a Supernatural Being whose very Essence is Love?

"This is who I AM, My Child.

I am the Bridegroom to the Bride.

I am the Father to the fatherless.

I am the Husband to the widow.

"Draw your life from Me.

Draw your breath from Me.

Draw your sustenance from Me.

You don't have to be on your own any more."

"There is a True Love for you.

It is not a fairy tale, Beloved.

It is a Glorious Truth.

I am the only God-Man who died for you because of My Love for you.

"I will be your Hero when you need one.

I will be your Knight in Shining Armor.

I will be your Prince who rescues His Cinderella."

"I will be your Dread Champion who defeats your enemies.

I will be your Lion Warrior who roars over you to chase away the shadows.

"I am the Lover of your soul who sings over you, who dances over you, who delights over you, who weeps over you, who rejoices over you, who protects you, who heals you.

"There is no greater Love.

You have found what you have been searching for.

I am the Mighty One who saves."

"Love is the Answer.

Do not ask how or why.

I AM that I AM.

I will never no never reject even one who comes to Me."

"You have stolen My Heart, My son, My daughter; you have ravished My Heart with one glance of your eyes.

"Come by faith. Run into My Everlasting Arms of Love. Hide yourself in Me. I will quiet your broken heart with My Love and make you whole again.

"I will never let you go. I will never leave nor forsake you.

"I will wipe away every tear from your eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the former things have passed away.

"And the One seated on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” Then He said, “Write this down, for these words are faithful and true.”

"Do you need a Hero? I am your Champion, My Child. I will fight for you. My Love makes you brave!"

DREAD CHAMPION

(Hebrew word “ariyts”), meaning awe-inspiring, terror-striking, awesome, terrifying, ruthless, mighty, warrior that is feared or dreaded by His enemies. Lion-like warrior.

"But the LORD is with me like a dread champion; therefore my persecutors will stumble and not prevail they will be utterly ashamed, because they have failed, with an everlasting disgrace that will not be forgotten." Jeremiah 20:11

HERO

A legendary figure of divine descent endowed with great strength or ability. An illustrious warrior. Someone admired for their achievements and noble qualities. One who shows great courage. A person who is admired for having done something very brave or having achieved something great. Someone who fights for a cause. A person distinguished by exceptional courage and nobility and strength. (Merriam Webster, Cambridge, Collins Dictionaries.)

1 John 4:15-16

"If anyone confesses that Jesus is the Son of God, God abides in him, and he in God. And we have come to know and believe the love that God has for us. God is love; whoever abides in love abides in God, and God in him. "

Song of Solomon 4:9-10

"You have ravished My heart, My sister, my Bride; you have stolen my heart with one glance of your eyes, with one jewel of your neck. How delightful is your love, My sister, My bride! Your love is much better than wine, and the fragrance of your perfume than all spices."

Zephaniah 3:17

"The LORD your God is in your midst, a Mighty One who will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness; He will quiet you by his love; he will exult over you with loud singing."

Isaiah 61:10

"I will rejoice greatly in the LORD, my soul will exult in my God; for He has clothed me with garments of salvation and wrapped me in a robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom wears a priestly headdress, as a bride adorns herself with her jewels."

2 Corinthians 11:2

"I am jealous for you with a godly jealousy. For I promised you to one Husband, to present you as a pure virgin to Christ."

Psalm 68:5

"A father of the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in His holy habitation."

Isaiah 54:4-5

"Do not be afraid, for you will not be put to shame; do not be intimidated, for you will not be humiliated. For you will forget the shame of your youth and will remember no more the reproach of your widowhood. For your husband is your Maker— the LORD of Hosts is His name— the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; He is called the God of all the earth."

Song of Solomon 8:6

"Set me as a seal upon your heart, as a seal on your arm. For love is as strong as death; ardent love is as unrelenting as Sheol. Love’s flames are fiery flames, the very Flame of Yahweh, the fiercest of all."

John 15:13

"Greater love has no one than this, that he lay down his life for his friends."

Revelation 2:3-5

"And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying: “Behold, the dwelling place of God is with man, and He will dwell with them. They will be His people, and God Himself will be with them as their God. He will wipe away every tear from their eyes,’ and there will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the former things have passed away. And the One seated on the throne said, “Behold, I make all things new.” Then He said, “Write this down, for these words are faithful and true.”

1 John 3:1

"See what great love the Father has lavished on us, that we should be called children of God! And that is what we are! The reason the world does not know us is that it did not know him."