MY BATTLE CRY TESTIMONY

MY BATTLE CRY TESTIMONY

STORY OF MY ENCOUNTER

OCT 14 2023 | 12AM

Jocee Tan by hiddenremnant

This past week I have been in a serious spiritual warfare.

First my health was attacked.

From my throat all the way to my chest and to my stomach.

I was in so much discomfort and pain.

I woke up in the morning aching and very uncomfortable on my throat area.

But I prayed about it, and ask my Father to send me healing angels to lay hands on me.

To heal me from my afflictions.

As I lay in bed in silence and stillness.

Father send the angels to lay hands on me, and I felt angels surrounding me in bed. Their wings, and hands on me, covering me, all around me, then my fingers felt the eletricfying shockwave.⚡️

Suddenly I felt the pain decrease. Then the pain was bareable. Oh thank you Lord. Amen. 🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏽

But I could not eat what I normally would eat. I like a little bit of spice on my food.

And while spending time with Abba Father during the day, He showed me what I should not eat anymore, and instructed me to cut it down in my diet.

I was saddened but I had to obey and I said okay Abba. 😔🙇🏻‍♀️🙏🏽

I can no longer eat onions, ginger, hot sauce, pepper, lemon, tomatoes, orange, apple, garlic and anything that is acidic.

😔😞

So it has been very difficult for me to eat lately.

Just been eating soup, alot of liquid, water, nothing too heavy, and easy to digest food.

I know that it's because of the fierce spiritual warfare I am facing lately.

The witchcraft attacked has been very intense.

My body was not in good shape, my knees, and legs are in pain.

I feel so weak, and have not been in my 100% state both physically, and emotionally.

Just been coping with the discomfort and pain while I continue to serve, and teach.

Then behold Father spoke to me through His servant, and send me a word of confirmation of what has been taking place with me for the past week.

...

Heard, "God is sending in the "Big Guns" to rescue His wounded warriors!"

Today in the Spirit I saw a vast battlefield. It was very bleak. It was a land of chaos and barrenness. And I saw a destructive wind come through, howling and trying to take down everything in its path. There were wounded soldiers lying everywhere as far as the eye could see.

"BUT SUDDENLY, another Wind started blowing. It was a GREATER WIND. It was a Wind of the Spirit, the Winds full of Fire and Glory! It was coming on behalf of those who were PROPHESYING LIFE and would not give up!

There was a Glorious Light shining through the darkness. And I heard a RATTLING sound. The Dry Bones were coming alive. The Breath of God was raising the wounded warriors back up on their feet.

Do you hear the Sound? It's the Sound of the Mighty Rushing Wind of the Spirit. He is coming to you, Warrior of God! The Holy Spirit is coming to you to raise you back up on your feet and set you ON FIRE once again!!

"Beloved. The enemy has come to steal, kill, and destroy. He is the Agitator, the Destroyer, the Adversary, the Avenger. He is who he is. A liar and the father of lies. But I have come to bring LIFE and LIFE abundantly. I came to cast Fire upon the earth. I AM WHO I AM.

"I am come to send fire on the earth; and what will I, if it be already kindled?It is kindled! I am sending the Winds of the Spirit to pick you up and place you back on your feet. Prophesy, My Warrior! Prophesy LIFE and BREATH. You are not dead but ALIVE in Christ. You will not die but live and declare the works of the Lord.

"Stand on your feet, My Warrior. I am your Advocate. I am your Helper and Deliverer. My Strength is made perfect in weakness. The Battle is Mine. It is out of your hands. The Nail Scarred Hands hold your Victory securely.

"Stand your ground as I send in the Big Guns. Holy Spirit Fire will consume your enemies. Your God is a consuming Fire. Your God is standing in the Heavens saying RISE UP AND LIVE, My Army! Prophesy to the Breath!

"Prophesy to the Breath, prophesy, My sons and daughters, and say to the Breath, ‘Thus says the Lord God: “Come from the Four Winds, O Breath, and breathe on these slain, that they may live!" Speak life and not death. Victory and not defeat.

"There is One standing at your defense, My Child. BEHOLD, in the midst of the Throne and of the four living creatures, and in the midst of the elders, stands a Lamb as though He had been slain, having seven horns and seven eyes, which are the Seven Spirits of God sent out into all the earth!

"And from My Throne proceeds Lightnings, Thunderings, and Voices. Seven Lamps of Fire are burning before the Throne, which are the Seven Spirits of God. As you prophesy LIFE in My Name. the SPIRIT is moving!

"The dry bones are coming alive! The dead in spirit and body shall come back to life! My Holy Fire has come to heal your body and mind. I am igniting the hearts and souls once again! Your God is a Consuming Fire!

"I place MY POWER in your hands and MY FIRE in your mouth! I have given you My name. Know that your Redeemer lives! NOTHING shall be impossible to you if you believe.

"DRY BONES HEAR THE WORD OF THE LORD! LIVE! Death has no hold on you! I will silence the enemy and STILL the avenger! The Tongues of Fire shall fill your house and you, My Warrior. You are an exceedingly Great Army, moving in the Power of My Might!

"Hail, hail Lion of Judah, let the Lion roar! Be silent, all mankind, before the LORD; for He has roused Himself from His holy dwelling.”

By Waldron

Oh praise the Lord 😭😭😭

............................................................................

The next day, while I am dealing with my health condition, just going through the healing process.

Another attacked occured.

A warfare battle at home with my husband that I was not expecting at all.

Infact I was caught off guard.

He came home with a bad attitude from work.

And took his anger on me, and we got into a dispute unexpedtedly.

I was very saddened with what happened and I was so shaken.

This happened during midnight hours while I was praying.

With my weakness, I was not in the right state to face another battle.

For I am not in a good shape right now.

I am still recovering from my battle wounds.

I then sense and discern that it's a demonic attacked, and it's a demonic power behind it.

Suddenly I started rebuking and binding the spirit of anger, division, confusion, and witchcraft.

As I try so hard to fight it spiritually the more it was getting more intense.

For we wrestle against not the flesh and blood.

I continue to pray in tongues, and pleaded the blood of Jesus.

I knew then I was too weak to fight it, for my health is not in a good state to rage warfare.

Suddenly I lost my voice.

I could not speak for the life of me.

😞😢😔

So I ran to my bedroom and lock door.

And called on Abba Father to help me in my weakness.

For I am about to break down.

The enemy will not stop until the church is completely divided, until household is broken, and marriages are destroyed.

You see the enemy is not scared of who you are right now. But the adversary is scared of where you are heading.

He knows that if he doesn't stop your destiny it's over for him, and for that he will do everything he can in his weak power to put a stop to your purpose.

Whatever means necessary.

But only Abba Father can save me.

I am very emotionally and physically weak as of now because of the battles.

Wounded, bruised, and broken. 😔

And so I have been crying to Abba Fathers feet, and I ask Him what do you want me to do right now?

Do you want me to continue to rage war in the spirit and fight? I said can't for I am too weak.

How can I fight the devil and his cohorts with this condition?

Have spend days weeping on His feet in the secret place. 😭

Then Father said it is because of a trauma from what happened to me 9 months ago.

But He said He will deliver me, and will do a new thing for me. 😭😭😭

The old is gone behold the new is here.

And then Father did not wastes time, He healed and delivered me instantly.

LITERALLY INSTANT HEALING AND DELIVERANCE TOOK PLACE IN MY BEDROOM JUST ME AND MY ABBA.

Waaaaaaaaa 😭❤️🙏🏽

I felt His overwhelming power and glory.

Consuming fire all around me.

🔥🔥🔥

And I started to burn tremendously.

I continue to weep and weep.

And within minutes I am healed, restored and delivered. There is nothing too big for the Lord.

His arms is not too short. Halleluyaaaah!

Oh praise the Lord.😭😭😭

Then Father spoke to me through His servant.

..

Father says to me.

"I am not a tame Lion but I am the Holy One. I AM that I AM. No enemy can stand in My Presence. No one can stop the Almighty I AM! Fear not, Beloved. I am very aware of all that is happening to My people. I am El Roi, the God who sees.

"I am ROARING over you. Here is Truth: "For your LORD GOD YAHWEH goes forth like a Mighty Man; He shall stir up His zeal like a man of war. He shall cry out, yes, shout aloud; He shall prevail against His enemies."

"I know your pain, My Child, and I feel everything you feel; I weep when you weep. I have compassion upon you. I am the God of all comfort. I have kept your tears in a bottle for such a Time as this.

"The Son of God was manifested in the world to destroy the works of the devil. It is mine to avenge; I will repay. In due time their foot will slip; their day of disaster is near and their doom rushes upon them.

"In ages past, I kept a silent vigil as the angels recorded every evil deed of the enemy. I restrained Myself until the exact Kairos Moment as recorded by the prophets of old. Fear not! Your Messiah has come! The Lion of Judah has prevailed!

"The Lamb is a Lion! Now I am crying out, I am roaring like a woman in childbirth as she delivers her infant. I am bringing you forth in the same way; you are being BIRTHED into your destiny for such a time as this. I am on the Move!

"I have eagerly awaited this Time, My Child. Blessed are your eyes, because they see; and your ears, because they hear. For truly I say to you, that many prophets and righteous men desired to see what you see, and did not see it; and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.

"Even angels long to look into these things. Therefore prepare your minds for action. Be sober-minded. Set your hope fully on the Grace given you at the revelation of Jesus Christ. I am your Fierce Protector, your Dread Champion!

"For behold, I give you Authority to trample and crush serpents and scorpions and over ALL the power of the enemy and nothing shall by any means harm you.

"My ROAR is activating the LION in you, My Warrior! You shall feel the Holy Spirit power erupt in your spirit man like a mighty earthquake. I am moving heaven and earth for you! Feel the shaking and the shift into the NEW! The old is gone, the New has come.

"Feel the HOLY BOLDNESS arise in your spirit man to prepare the Way of the Lord. It is TIME! The demons shall submit to you. The Lion of Judah has prevailed! The wicked ones shall FLEE when no one pursues them, but My Righteous are as BOLD as their LION!"

By Waldron

Oh I weep, and weep tears wont stop flowing out my eyes, when I receive this message from Abba Father.

Abbaaaaaa 😭😭😭

Crying while typing this message.

Today while spending time with my Abba He kisses me on my left cheeks, then on my right cheeks, then my left cheek, and my right cheeks again and again.

Sooo sweet my Abba. 😭🥺

And He holds me in His arms like a little child. Comforting me, and carrying me like a fragile little one.

Engulped and wrapped in His love like an envelop. I felt so secured, and safe in His arms. There is no greater or better than my Abba.

He is the only one Who can comfort me in times of trouble.

My Abba Father knows my current state and in my weakness He has always been my strenght.

He healeth me, and delivers me.

Just like a Father that loves His child unconditionally.

Love you Abba so muuuch. ❤️

I don't know what I will do without my Abba.

🙇🏻‍♀️😔🙏🏽

I thank you for what you have done for me yet again, and again.

Holy Holy Holy to the Lamb of God.

All glory belongs to the King of Glory.

Even if it's hard, even if it hurts, even if it's too painful, even when you can no longer go on, but keep going. Keep pushing.

Keep rising even when you are bleeding.

And never give up. 😭😭😭

Abba Father will always be there.❤️🙇🏻‍♀️

Luke 8:39

Return to your home, and declare how much God has done for you.” And he went away, proclaiming throughout the whole city how much Jesus had done for him.

2 Timothy 1:8

Therefore do not be ashamed of the testimony about our Lord, nor of me his prisoner, but share in suffering for the gospel by the power of God,

Revelation 12:11

And they have conquered him by the blood of the Lamb and by the word of their testimony, for they loved not their lives even unto death.

Psalm 71:15-18

My mouth will tell of your righteous acts, of your deeds of salvation all the day, for their number is past my knowledge. With the mighty deeds of the Lord God I will come; I will remind them of your righteousness, yours alone. O God, from my youth you have taught me, and I still proclaim your wondrous deeds. So even to old age and gray hairs, O God, do not forsake me, until I proclaim your might to another generation, your power to all those to come.

Psalm 66:16

Come and hear, all you who fear God, and I will tell what he has done for my soul.