THERE IS NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS

THERE IS NO GREATER LOVE THAN THIS

CHILD OF THE LION OF THE TRIBE

KINGDOM CITIZEN OF HEAVEN

JULY 20 2024

Jocee Tan by Hidden Remnant

Before I begin.

Let me keep you in the loop about my behind the scene.

I have not shared any testimonies lately since I am in the process of transitioning to our new life, new home, and a new beginning.

But it has been quite a wild journey.

Often times I wonder why I am still here.

Yet everytime the enemies lies come to mind.

I take a step and pause.

Breath and exhale.

I remind myself of the Fathers love.

Then I am reminded again, of His great LOVE why I am still standing.

Of His mercy, why I am triumphant.

His sufficient grace encourages me to keep going.

His joy that gives me strenght.

His goodness gives me hope.

Indeed His mercy endureth forever.

For it is new every morning I wake up.

And each time I remember this.

It gives me a reason to LIVE.

To keep fighting, and to keep going.

Why I am living, for I serve the God of the living.

For I am called for such a time as this.

All for the reasons of HIS LOVE.

The very reasons why I live.

No matter the odds, the storms and trials.

This journey is not easy nor it is for the faints of hearts.

Many do not really know and truly understand what I endure in secret.

Often times I fight battles alone.

Always have been, and always did.

Yes, alone. I have no one to run to, or anyone to call I have no families I can go to anytime when I am in desperate need.

Unlike many normal people, you have families, and friends to run to any moment.

Anytime you need help or when you are lonely you have somebody to go to.

You have a spiritual mentor you can count on whenever you're in need.

And you have someone to pray for you.

I don't and well this is my life.

It is a very lonely ride.

Though I am alone, but I am not really alone.

I maybe alone naturally.

But I am not alone spiritually.

I am surrounded by the Fathers Holy angels, and I have the Father God, Father Son, and the Father Holy Spirit.

We are ONE. ❤️

The only thing is I can't really communicate or chat or have a coffee with my angels to discuss things.

I am not normal like other believers.

My life is not natural but supernatural.

Father said.

I am no longer earthly bound but heaven bound for I am a kingdom citizen.

A royal priesthood, and a son.

Though I live on earth, but I am not of this world. I don't belong here anymore.

Which is why often times I feel lost.

I feel home sick, and cannot endure for long hours outdoors anymore.

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I look forward to go home and be with my pa soon.

There is too much pain here.

Too much sorrow and hurt on earth.

And well too much evil. Gross darkness covering the earth, rising as the day goes by.

The more I see evil, the more I am in pain and heavily weigh.

From all the burdens and distress this world brings. 😮‍💨

Then I remember.

The moment I drank the cup of suffering from the Lord. I didn't know how painful it is to walk His walk when He was on earth until I got to experience it myself.

I didn't realized how hard it is to be Him.

To carry the weight and burdens from all the people from different walks of life.

And especially to carry the cross on His back just to save mankind from death.

It feels like you are forever bound to their burdens, chained to their pain, and all the issues of life, for the rest of eternity.

There is no way of escape. No way out.

For it is the call of God in your life.

Why? as you can't turn your face, and walk away, knowing people are two steps away from falling away from the faith.

What do you do as a spiritual mother?

Carry everyones burdens. As if it is your own.

Galatians 6:2

Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fulfill the law of Christ.

At times they don't even realized the magnitude, and severity of the levels of attacked I faced, and endured alone.

No matter what you do, it seems like it is never good enough.

It's mentally exhausting and can be very detrimental from time to time.

Emotions and feelings is playing with your mind at the same time.

Occasionally I feel like I am losing my mind.

The expectation from you is insane.

And expect you to fight their own battles, while you deal with your own battles in silence.

I will not always have it all together, for I am just a dust made in flesh and blood.

For that I will not always be what people expect me to be all posh, well mannered, and postured as if I am some kind of a mannequin that never makes a single mistake.

Or a robot that have no feelings or emotions.

I don't always have it together. And I will not always have it all put together.

After all I am just human, simply just being a human not even close to perfection.

Everyone expect you to give them free handouts, with free oil, and fight their own battles for them while they sit and do nothing with their life.

Waiting for special delivery impartations of gifts, from your hards work laborious process, and pruning in the wilderness.

How easy it is for the people to wait for a daily fresh manna to eat everyday. Whilst they pay no price whatsoever.

If you walk my shoe then you will understand the battles I faced, and the unceasing nonstop warfares I have to continuesly fight just to still stand today.

If it's not for the grace of God. I don't know if I would even be still here to write this letter of my true story behind close doors.

I have been battling leviathan the ancient serpent all this while in secret.

I saw Him face to face.

He is a black giant dragon with wings.

He is ugly and hideous and huuuge.

And he comes with forced to kill, steal and to destroy.

I tell you the truth, it was yet again the hardest battle I had to fight. ⚔️🛡

It took a lot of mental warring for the battle always starts from the mind.

Unless you overcome your mind it will over power you.

This battles went on for days to a week.

Warfare after warfare one after another.

This ancient serpent will not back down without a WAR. No matter how many times you weild your sword. ⚔️

It is cunning, and wise for it will use the people around you, if it cannot get to you.

Then it will sneakily attacked out of nowhere without you even knowing.

Hiding and blending and masquerading I was completely blind sided, for it only came to take me out. And that was it.

Which is why it is very important to put on the full armour of God.

But like I always say, I am not alone.

My heavenly Father fights along side me always. He never leaves me, nor forsakes me and He is mighty in battle.

And the pressure was intense.

It knocked me down. Again and again.

But I choose to fight for I refused to lose, and didn't back down, I got up and rise up again.

Everytime it hit me to the ground.

I got up again and rise higher.

By staying low, bowing low face down on Jesus feet in sorrowful repentance, with moarning, and travailings.

I was weakened and badly beaten.

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I maybe wounded and hurt.

But I was not broken or shaken.

For I submit myself to the Lord, and I resisted the serpent, and he fleed.

That is one of my greatest weapon is bowing low, face down on Jesus feet in humility.

Nothing can defeat this posture.

And here I am still standing.

Thanks to the Lord of host.

For delivering me from my enemies.

For when you humble yourself to the Lord He will exalt you, and put your enemies to shame.

And no matter how down casted I was in this very moment of the warfare.

Beat and bruised.

BUT GODS LOVE REMINDS ME WHY I DO WHAT I DO EVERYDAY FOR HIS PEOPLE.

I love my heavenly Father very much. And He means the world to me, and which is the very reasons why I serve.

All my sacrifice is not for me.

It's only for the LORD, for I no longer live for myself, but Christ in me the hope of glory.

This is the very reasons why I live is because of Fathers love for me.

His love gives me LIFE. 😭

His love covers all multitudes of sins.

All my shame, guilt, confusion, rejection, lies, self condemnation, sorrow, grief, misery, affliction, infirmities and all kinds of ugliness is covered by His love.

True love that remembers no wrongs.

It is not proud. It is not self seeking. It is not angry. It is not boastful. But meek, gentle, pure, holy, kind, understanding, patient, and forgiving.

I am made in His love. Perfected in His love, for perfect love cast out fear, and why I am still here today because of His love.

For in him I live, and move and have His being.

I breath His love. I moved in His love. I live in His love. ❤️

Then Father gave me a word to confirm what I am going through, and id like to share my love letter to you all.

Heard, "I have called you to stand between two Realms and bring Heaven to earth! You are My Conduit! You are My Transformer!"

"Beloved. You are not ordinary, My Child, but extraordinary. You are above and not beneath. I have removed your veil. As you behold My Glory, you are being transformed into the same image from one degree of Glory to another by My Spirit. Can you imagine this, Dear One?

"You are My Transformer! You have been raised up with Christ and seated beside Me. You are one who stands in two worlds at the same time. You dwell in dual realms. The finite and the infinite. The spiritual and the physical. The eternal and the temporal. The natural and the supernatural.

"You are My Conduit between heaven and earth for such a time as this. What you hear whispered in your ear, shout from the rooftops.

"There is always an open heaven over you. Not just a visitation, but a Dwelling Place. Do not be timid, Dear One. Come boldly to My Throne of Grace. You need not press through the crowds of people. You are My Precious Child.

"You have entered the Holy of Holies by the Blood of the Lamb. Yes, it is a Holy Place. The angels cry, Holy, Holy, Holy. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. You are seated with Me in Christ.

"It is where you have always belonged. Your being is in Me. Your righteousness is of Me. You are not of this world. You are a citizen of heaven. It is a Place of Divine Love. It is the Realm of Shalom Peace; A dwelling place of Joy unspeakable and full of Glory.

"As I am, so are you in this world. I am your Dwelling Place. In Me, you live and move and have your being. I in you, and you in Me. You have 24/7 access. There is no wall of separation.

"Neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate you from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus your Lord.

"This is a Holy Union with perfect fellowship. With unveiled face, behold My Glory. Keep your eyes upon Me.

"The King has brought you into His Chambers. Run with Me, Beloved! And I shall show you great and marvelous things you know not; realms of Glory that you have only dreamed of."

CONDUIT:

Middle English: from Old French, from medieval Latin conductus, from Latin conducere ‘bring together’. A means of transmitting or distributing something. Something that carries or moves information. Conduit is a type of raceway for electricity in a structure. It is also a channel through which something (such as a fluid) is conveyed. A water-course or channel ( Job 38:25 ). The "conduit of the upper pool" ( Isaiah 7:3 ) Archaic : fountain. (Merriam-Webster) (Biblestudytools) (EC&M)

TRANSFORMER:

A transformer is a device that transfers electric energy from one alternating-current circuit to one or more other circuits. In electricity. an electric device consisting essentially of two or more windings wound on the same core which transforms electric energy from one set of circuits to another set of one or more circuits. The energy remains unchanged. Also, a person or thing that causes change in appearance, structure, character, etc. (Dictionary,com.)

“But when one turns to the Lord, the veil is removed. Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being TRANSFORMED into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit,” 2 Corinthians 3:16-18.

"Draw me away! We will run after you. The king has brought me into his chambers. We will be glad and rejoice in you. We will remember your love more than wine. Rightly do they love you." Song of Solomon 1:4.

"And God raised us up with Christ and seated us with Him in the heavenly realms in Christ Jesus, in order that in the coming ages He might display the surpassing riches of His grace, demonstrated by His kindness to us in Christ Jesus." Ephesians 2:6-7

"For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38-39

“In this [union and fellowship with Him], love is completed and perfected with us, so that we may have confidence in the day of judgment [with assurance and boldness in Him]; because as He is, so are we in this world,” 1 John 4:17.

“The eternal God is your dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms,” Deuteronomy 33:27.

" Peace I leave with you; My peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid." John 14:27

By WD