THOUGH I AM ALONE IN THIS WORLD

THOUGH I AM ALONE IN THIS WORLD

FOR I AM NOT OF THIS WORLD

BUT I AM NOT REALLY ALONE

OCT 16 2024 |

Jocee Tan by Hidden Remnant

A little while back,

I shared to you all about the Fathers heart in my last revelation title..

"I AM HERE FOR YOU".

In that message I spoke about my deep conversation with the Father while we spend quality time together.

On that day Father revealed His heart.

He was saddened and I can feel His heart filled with grief and sorrow.

But I told Him that I am here for Him,

and that.."YOU ARE NOT ALONE" 😭

Id like to share what I said to the Father in my last revelation encounter.

I said to pa, that I desire for Him to be happy. For I only want pa to be happy.

And I started praying for Him too.

I grab Fathers hands, and put His hands to my left face while I hold Him.

Then I said, I pray that you will not be sad anymore, and burdened by the people.

I pray that you will be happy. And that you will receive joy from the people too.

I wish I can take away your pain, and fix the problem, but I am just a mere mortal and very limited. 🥺

But I pray that your pain will go away and your burdens will decrease. I pray that I can be a comfort to you too.

Father said I am a comfort to Him.

I pray to not dissappoint you.

I pray that I will not be like them who fails you, and let you down. But I pray I will not fail you, and to never let you down.

And I sob in tears as I pray for Him.

I pray that I will never hurt you again.

While I hold my Fathers hands to comfort Him we both weep together. 😭

Oh my heart was so heavy and I could not contain my tears.

I said pa, "YOU ARE NOT ALONE."

I am here for you, and I am here to stay.

I will never go away, when you call me.

For I have nowhere to go.

Where else would I go?

You are all I have.

Without you I am nothing.

I will always be here for you.

Always and forever to the ends of the world.

Please do not cry anymore. Do not be sad anymore pa. Please be happy now.

I gave Father my word. 😔

For the reasons Father promised, and gave me His word, that He will never leave me nor forsake me.

And so I too must not leave Him or forsake Him.

He is always there for me.

I too must be there for Him.

He always comforts me, when I am down or when I am sad.

Now it's my turn to comfort Him.

In times of trouble, He never fails me.

And so I cannot fail Him.

He never gave up on me.

I too must not give up on Him.

It is only fair, for He gave His life for me.

I too must give my life for Him.

He died to give me life more abundantly.

Well, I too am willing to die for His name sake. I am no longer afraid to die.

Father has done so much for me.

I cannot repay Him for everything He has done. The least I can do in return of His greatest sacrifice of love is to give Him my life.

REMEMBER A LIFE IS PAID WITH A LIFE.

He gave me His, and I will give mine.

After all my life is not my own.

I am bought with a price.

It's only the right thing to do.

To give Him back, my life of sacrifice.

You may think, yes but He does not need for He is God, and alone He is powerful.

Well I say you are very wrong.

Though He is all powerful and mighty.

But He is a spirit with a person too.

And the comforter needs comfort too.

🥺😭😔

Lately I was going through a very difficult journey.

I constantly battle with the worldliness.

As I cannot stand to be with the worldly.

My spirit grieves, and my soul moarn, whenever I am around worldliness.

I can't stand it. It burdens my heart.

For spirit and carnality have nothing in common.

Flesh opposses the spirit. This two cannot be in the same room for it will never work out I guarantee you.

Hence this walk with God is not easy.

It can often times feel very lonely. 😔

Since I do not get along with carnality.

I find fleshy and soulish most times can be very offensive to me and it grieves my soul.

For I no longer walk in the flesh but in spirit. I am a new creation in Christ.

The old man is dead and gone, behold I am a perfected spirit in Christ Jesus.

My body is not fleshy anymore but spirit.

As I already died to my self.

I no longer live but Christ in me, which is why it is hard and very difficult for me to be in this world. 😔

Though I am in this world, but I am no longer of this world. This world does not belong to me.

For I am now a true Kingdom Citizen.

I reside in the heavenly places seated on the right hand side of my Abba Father Yeshua the King of Kings on the throne.

I am not earthly bound but heavenly bound.

As I mentioned before.

My life is not glamorous like other super star famous public figures ministers.

While they all live their lavish lifestyle of freedom, luxury and comfort enjoying their families, friends and brethrens.

Going on trips and vacation living their best life but not me, as I am alone on this journey.

And why every now and then I feel like an outcast.

For I live a life seperated and consecrated from the world. But it can take a toll out of me at times.

Very frequently it is normal for somebody who walk with God alone, to go through feelings of rejection, and unvalued.

Sometimes we feel abandoned too, eventhough we are not. It's a mental thing we seers go through.

You will never understand for unless you are a seer you cannot relate.

Since we are very highly sensitive spirit beings. This is why seers live a secluded and isolated life in the presence of God all alone.

For we live and move and have His being.

And why it can be mentally challenging and exhausting to navigate in this walk of life on earth alone.

Though I feel alone physically, but I am not really alone spiritually. 🥺

I have my Abba Father who is my greatest encourager, and most number one loyal supporter, and comforter.

He is the most faithful person I have ever known in my life. He never lets me down.

Therefor I am not alone in that aspect.

And id like to share what Father said to me through His servant Waldron.

This is just to prove you that the God, I serve is truly faithful, and good to me. And all the time He is good.

The sweetest divine being I have ever met in my lifes many years. 😭❤️

Here is the message.

The Lord broke into my thoughts today with a vision. I saw a Child of God who feels rejected either by a spouse or a family member or a friend or even by God. There is a spirit of rejection sent by the enemy. I see many feel like lost sheep, like an outcast. And I see the spirit of rejection like a wolf seeking out the sheep.

But I see Jesus picking you up and carrying you close to His heart. He says,' [ YOU ARE NOT ALONE, ] Little One." You are not rejected, no, not one. Every spirit of rejection has been conquered by the Blood of the Lamb. The Good Shepherd is comforting you today, Little Flock. And I see the wolf laying in submission at the Feet of Jesus. The wolf has been conquered once and for all time.

"Beloved. [ YOU ARE NOT ALONE, ] Little One. There are no orphans of God. There are no unwanted or abandoned among My Children. I have chosen you and made you Mine.

"You belong to Me. There are no outcasts or rejected ones. I have no favorites nor are there any “black sheep.”

"Each one of My Children is precious and priceless. I have drawn you to Me in Love and by Grace.

"I loved you before the foundations of the earth were laid. The Blood of the Lamb was shed to redeem you.

"When you fall, I will catch you.

"When you are lonely, My Spirit will comfort you.

"When you are broken, I will heal you.

"When you walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I am with you.

"When you mourn, I will pour over you the Oil of Gladness.

"I will move heaven and earth for you, Little One. When all forsake you, I never will. When all are unfaithful, I am He who is Faithful and True.

"When everyone turns away from you, My Arms are open wide to embrace you.

"I am He who rides across the heavens to your help. I am the Eternal God, your dwelling place.

"In Me, you will never be put to shame or disgraced. You shall forget the shame of your youth and the past.

"For your Maker is your Husband, the Lord of Hosts, your Redeemer is the Holy One, the God of the whole earth He is called.

"For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but My Lovingkindness shall never depart from you, neither shall the covenant of My Peace be removed,' says the LORD that has compassion on you.

"The God of Peace Himself sanctifies you completely; and I make your spirit, soul, and body whole. And you shall be preserved and declared blameless at the coming of your Lord Jesus Christ.

"Come Weary One. Rest in My Arms of Grace. Come, Broken One. I will make you whole. I give you beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness.

"The Warrior King is also your Shepherd. The wolf lays down at My Feet in surrender.

"Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom. He who calls you is faithful, who also will do it."

“For thus says the Lord God: Behold, I Myself will search for My sheep and will seek them out. As a shepherd seeks out His flock when He is among His sheep that have been scattered, so will I seek out My sheep, and I will rescue them from all places where they have been scattered on a day of clouds and thick darkness." Ezekiel 34:11-12

"And righteousness shall be the girdle of His loins, and Faithfulness the girdle of His reins. The wolf also shall dwell with the lamb, and the leopard shall lie down with the kid; and the calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child shall lead them." Isaiah 11:5-6

"The LORD is my Shepherd [to feed, to guide and to shield me], I shall not want. He lays me down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still and quiet waters. He refreshes and restores my soul (life); He leads me in the paths of righteousness for His name’s sake. Even though I walk through the [sunless] valley of the shadow of death, I fear no evil, for You are with me; Your rod [to protect] and Your staff [to guide], they comfort and console me."

Psalm 23:1-4 AMP

"Fear not, little flock; for it is your Father's good pleasure to give you the kingdom." Luke 12:32

"Behold, the Lord GOD comes with might, and His arm establishes His rule. His reward is with Him, and His recompense accompanies Him. He tends His flock like a shepherd; He gathers the lambs in His arms and carries them close to His heart. He gently leads those with young."Isaiah 40:10-11

"The eternal God is your dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms. And He thrust out the enemy before you and said, ‘Destroy.’" Deuteronomy 27:33

"Now may the God of peace Himself sanctify you completely; and may your whole spirit, soul, and body be preserved blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ. He who calls you is faithful, who also will do it." 1 Thessalonians 23-24

“There is none like the God of Jeshurun, Who rides the heavens to your help, and through the skies in His majesty. The eternal God is a dwelling place, and underneath are the everlasting arms,” Deuteronomy 33:26-27.

“Fear not; for thou shalt not be ashamed: neither be thou confounded; for thou shalt not be put to shame: for thou shalt forget the shame of thy youth, and shalt not remember the reproach of thy widowhood any more. For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; the God of the whole earth shall he be called,” Isaiah 54:4-5.

“For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith the LORD that hath mercy on thee,” Isaiah 54:10.

Holy holy holy to the King of Glory.

Hosannah in the highest heavens.

My Lord, my God and my King.

To the One Who was and is and is to come.

Glory to the majesty on high.

😭😭😭