UNHEALED HIDDEN DEEP WOUNDS

UNHEALED HIDDEN DEEP WOUNDS

CHIEF ARCANGEL MICHAEL

FEB 21 2025 | 12PM-6PM

Jocee Tan by Hidden Remnant

Recently, as I have been seeking the Father in a more deeper and intimate way.

And as I dig deeper in His presence surrounded by His Holy Arcangels Gabriel, Raphael, Rumiel, Michael and many more of them.

The more I am being liberated from what has been holding me back unknowingly.

I realized, many of us are still dealing with unhealed wounds from the past.

And some of us continue to serve the Lord while we are bleeding from all the very painful experience we endured, and even at present time.

This does not necessarily mean,

we have unforgiveness. Not at all.

But most of the time,

for the reasons of the severity of the assault, the betrayal and the hurt we have faced, cut us so deeply that even when we already forgave those people.

We still carry the hidden unhealed wounds of betrayal.

And here we are serving in pain while still bleeding.

That was my life story.

Throughout my life, I have known nothing but pain, suffering, abused and betrayal.

I was raped 4 times at a young age, taken advantage, molested, attempted rape more than I can remember, beaten, spat on, and bruised physically by family members,

mentally and emotionally abused,

and betrayal after betrayal.

And ss I grew older, it left a scar in me.

A scar I hid and covered with smiles.

Left forgotten for years, until one day, recently the scar reminded me again of the past pain.

When I was growing up.

While I was speaking to the Father today. I mentioned these past pain I endured.

I said to Him pa all my life,

all I know is pain. 😔

I have fought and fought all my life just to defend myself and what is mine.

Always defending myself and what I stand for.

I have endured so much. And even now that I am at old age. I am still fighting.

Fighting for what belongs to me. Fighting for my faith, and my inheritance in Christ Jesus.

You already paid it in full on the cross with your blood.

And I am now bought with a price.

There is no need for me to prove myself to the enemy that what you already gave me, belongs to me.

I don't need to prove myself worthy to receive my inheritance as an heir.

After all I am a son, and what belongs to you, belongs to me, as you said. And I no longer need to strive to fight to receive it.

And you said in your words,

We are saved by grace through faith not by our own works. Therefore there is no amount of work I can do to earn your grace.

Because it is given for free.

It is a gift and not something we can earn.

Didn't you say in your words, ask anything in my name, and if you believe it, you shall receive it.

And you said, ask and I will answer. Seek and you will find. Knock and I will open?

It is written 📜

Pa, I am tired of fighting demons.

Since the day I decided to follow you, all I ever known is fight. Battle after battles, warfare after warfare.

I have no more strenght left to continue fighting for what is mine with my name written on it.

I can't rest nor sleep because of demons that keeps coming to attack me, and ready to devour me every moment.

I have no strenght left.

I am tired. 🤕🤧

I am not afraid of them nor I fear them. But I want to rest from the battles and warfare.

Thus why am I fighting so hard?

Why am I still fighting to prove myself.

I saw what you can do to your people.

You are powerful and you are able to do what we cannot even imagine or think of.

You are more than capable. For you are mighty to save.

A son do not need to fight for his own inheritance from his father. As for your word said, deliverance is your childrens inheritance.

For that is the law, and what the father has given to the son, belongs to the son, and there is nothing anyone can do or say about it no matter what they do.

Who is the devil that I need to prove myself worthy of my inheritance from the Father.

Who is he that I have to explain myself to him. He is a liar. And a deceiver. There is no truth in him.

Your words shall stand forever.

Everything else will fade away.

This is nondabatable. Irrevocable.

And behold, I saw the Father Yahweh and the Father Son Jesus the Messiah together.

They both smiled at me. 😃

Aaaawwe they are just so lovely.

I screaaamed waaaahaaa my papa.

I am a happy baby to see both my daddy. With so much love and affection.

And I said, I love you pa. Muah.❤️

Then arcangel Michael came and joined me, and both the Father as we spent some quality time together in the secret place.

I asked, oohh who is this?

Before I continue.

The reason I asked because there are many arcangels of God that surrounds me daily 24/7 days.

But I do not know all of them by heart.

So far I have only met Raguel, Gabriel, Raphael, Uriel, and Michael.

But I have not personally met the rest of them just yet.

Last week I have met them but I didn't get the chance to talk to them.

I saw them all and there are more than 20 of them. With fire on their heads. They look stunning and extraordinary.

They was wearing golden armour, with white garments, and wings so big.

And so everytime one of them, comes near me side by side, I want to know who is who, and who I am speaking to.

For the reasons, arcangels are huge and they are mighty. But I am just little puny and cannot reach the top of their head because they are 12 feet tall.

Thus I cannot really perceived which arcangels is beside me. 🤭🫣

As I don't want to call Gabriel when I am speaking to Michael same vice versa.

You will not understand what I mean.

But anyhow. I asked who am I speaking to? May I know your name please?

He answered, you are speaking to the Chief and commander of all the Arcangels.

Michaels voice resounded with such authority and power like no other. Like a sound of many waters.

Then Michael showed me his fullness.

And behold, I saw Michael stature, so big, tall and mighty. Strong. Annnnd handsome. Just like my pa. Wooooww!

I know I have mentioned him before. Many times. And I have met him in the past. But I never truly have seen this side of Michael before.

Plus we was not close before yet.

But now because of my Father and I closeness, that I too have relationship with His holy angels this days.

For what is His, is mine. Remember that my Father and I are one. And He made His abode in me.

Which reminds me last year about 3 months ago. I saw a glorious ladder coming down from heaven towards me.

And I saw angels descending and ascending back and forth from heaven towards my home.

Then Father reminded me of Jacobs encounter at mount bethel. Where he saw a ladder and a bunch of angel descending and ascending.

Genesis 28:12-19

Jacob dreamed that there was a ladder resting on the earth and reaching up into heaven, and he saw angels of God going up and coming down the ladder.

And this made sense to me now, why I am having angelic encounters 24/7 all day everyday.

Michael is very muscular, he was not wearing any shirt, and so I saw his whole body from chest to his stomach.

Chest filled with muscle, and abs.

His arms so strong and built.

His hair is like wool, like the color of the snow, so long waving so beautifully in the air. And he smell so wonderful. 🥺

Michaels fragrance smell sooooo good.

I waaas so stunned and amazed.

What a beautiful angel. ✨️

And I said, wowww you smell so good.

What is it you are wearing? 😃

Reminds me of my Abba Fathers beauty.

So alluring and magnificent.

He is made in the brilliance of God.

Majestic and beautiful to behold.

But do not be deceive, he is POWERFUL.

That is why he is called a commander and chief for a reason. He truly earned it. And he deserves it. 🥹🏆🎖

How I wish you all can see him, and his warrior angels. They are so gloriously alluring and gorgeous.

By the way, as I type this,

Michael is here by my side.

Aweeee hehe 🤭

He said hello to me.

I said to him, oooh hiiii! can you help me describe you? For I don't know how else to describe you.

He said yes he will. 😇

Pa said not to worry, He will help me.

Then I asked him just a little while ago. Michael what else did I say earlier, and what else did you tell me.

I feel like a little child beside them.

Seriously like an older brother to his little baby sister. 👨‍👧

Because I already forgot our conversation. Ayeeesshh!! 😆

I am so blessed to have good company.

My Abba Father, and His holy angels.

This is the only company I keep.

For only they understand me.

Back to the topic.

Michael was teaching me about the origins of man, dinosaurs, and why Muhammad the false prophet of islam was deceived.

Then he showed me the serpent that deceive him. And how he was introduced to Quran.

Also he revealed to me that Muhammad wife apparently abused him. Which led him to seek other false gods in the mountain.

Probably out of desperation for validation.

I did not ask more about it in details.

But next time I will.

I personally think. Sometimes wives can be so controlling to their husband that they push them to do things they would never do.

Wives can at times be so abusive to their partners. And so over controlling.

Father said yes it's true.

Our partner are the reflection of who we are as a person. They become like us. Hence it's important to be an example.

Wives humble yourselves to your husband. They are the head of the house and you are just the helper.

Our job is to be a support system to them and help them not force or control them.

I will ask again some other time more in regards to islam religion how it started.

Michael told me Muhammad was deceive by the fallen angel Barakiel. When he was in the mountain seeking for other gods.

He came to him as an angel of lights.

2 Corinthians 11:13-21

Even Satan disguises himself as an angel of light. So it is no wonder that his servants also disguise themselves as servants of righteousness. In the end they will get the punishment their wicked deeds deserve.

In the Book of Enoch, Barakiel is described as one of the angelic princes with 496,000 ministering angels.

His name translates to "Lightning of God". He is the 9th leader of the 20 Watcher leaders of the 200 fallen angels in the Book of Enoch. He taught men astrology during the days of Jared or Yered. He is considered to be the father of Hazael.

I was awestruck by this revelation.

Then I proceeded to asked.

About something that has been troubling me for quite sometime now. But I can't share it openly.

I must keep this between me, Father and Michael for now.

We talked and I learned alot from him.

But for the life of me, we have been talking for hours, and hours I cannot recall all that we have discussed. 💭

And I vented to him how I feel about the current leaders we have in the church today.

It tremendously bothered me to the degree that my spirit cannot rest because of it.

To a point I started sobbing to him. While he comforted me and covers me with his wings. 😭

My heart is weak.

I cannot bear anymore pain and sorrow.

Man has brought me and Father nothing but pain, sorrow, and disapointment.

Humans have been grieving my spirit for a while now.

And then I said to arcangel Michael.

I just want to take the moment today to thank you, and the rest of you. 🙏🏼

I know many do not take the time to thank you. But I do. And id like to take the opportunity to show you how grateful and thankful I truly am to know you and your angels.

I am so happy to finally meet you.

And thank you for all that you do for me, for us, and for the people in the world.

Thank you for your obedience to Fathers voice and commands. For helping us in times of troubles. And for always fighting for us to defend Gods kingdom.

Lastly thank you for being there for my papa. For always being by His side. For always comforting Him and taking care of Him.

I sob silently while I express my heartfelt gratitude and gratefulness to arcangel Michael and to his warriors.

I said, I know very few only loves my pa.

Which makes me very sad. 😔

For He already told me this.

But I am happy that atleast you are there right by His side, and always caring for Him. Never leaving Him.

Thank you for not forsaking Him.

Thank you for not rejecting Him like Lucifer. And thank you for defending Him when Lucifer spoke ill against my pa.

And thank you for keeping me company.

I truly appreciate all that you do.

For us all and for my papa.

I cannot thank you enough.

Thank you for loving my pa.❤️

One day when I come home, and be with my pa, I will take good care of Him. But as for now, I am not home yet.

So please kindly take good care of Him for me. And I cry while I said this to him.

Ikaw na at kayo na bahala sa kanya.

Michael said he will.

😭😭😭

I love my pa because He loves me first.

I do not know what I will do without Him.

I am nothing without Him. I will die without Him, in my life by my side.

My Fathers love made me whole. And the reasons why I am still here today.

And he comforted me and hover around me with His mighty wings so gently. 🪽

I feel his love and compassion.

After all Michael is known to be a compassionate arcangel. 🫂

I feel like I am home.

Just being surrounded by Fathers angels. I finally feel like I belong.

I no longer need to try so hard to be part of something. No longer rejected, but a beloved and accepted. Atlast, I am part of this heavenly family of my God.

And I envisioned myself. 💭

I am just the smallest little one like a baby, together with the Holy arcangels.

Technically I am the bunso amongst all.

Father responded yes it is true. I am the bunso. The youngest one of all. And the smallest one too. Just a size of Michaels calf to ankle. Hee. 🤭

All my life, I have been searching for a family. I have been looking for a place to go where I feel accepted.

I have been longing to be loved just to belong. Been seeking everywhere for validation and acceptance.

Just to be valued. And to be wanted.

And finally, here I am, I found my home.

I now know where I truly belong.

Where I am accepted for being different and unique. And no one is judging me.

No one is looking down at me to belittle me, or to harm me. And no one to hurt me. But only to love me, as part of the happy family.

A family I have always longed for. A place I always want to call home. A safe haven I always dreamed of all my life.

A space where I can be my truest self.

And it can only be found in God.

In Him there is fullness of joy. At your right hand are pleasures forever more.

Psalm 16: “You make known to me the path of life; in your presence there is fullness of joy; at your right hand are pleasures forevermore”

Then I asked pa.

Why did you create man?

I know you said because you love us.

But I don't really know the deeper meaning behind your purpose about creating man. 😢

Then Father showed me in a vision,

I saw a girl dancing, and I saw some women living a life of sacrifice in consecration. Seperated from the world.

And then Father made me know.

That He created man, to worship Him.

We are all made for that one purpose.

To live a life of worship for Him.

And bring glory to His name.

Romans 12:1: "Therefore, I urge you, brothers and sisters, in view of God's mercy, to offer your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and pleasing to God—this is your true and proper worship"

This is why He created humans.

Not to do whatever we pleased, not to follow our own will and desires. But to follow and serve Him.

Giving our lives holy and pure unto Him, by surrending everything to the Father.

And it actually makes me sad, for not all the people truly live this life for Him.

Then Arcangel Michael said to me.

Not all man follows the Father. 😔

This is true, I agree for I have seen and witness it with my own eyes. Many follows the Lord for the wrong motives at heart but not because they love Him.

Then Father said to me through an unknown author,

You don’t need closure from those who have caused you pain.

Your gentle heart and pure intentions are enough to heal you.

Their absence speaks volumes; their ghosting is a reminder of your strength.

Their gaslighting reveals their true nature, while their silence shows you the importance of self-respect.

Their betrayal and disrespect serve as lessons, guiding you toward a brighter future.

Embrace your own closure; it’s found in your resilience and self-worth.

And Father gave me a timely word about how I was feeling lately in regards to the pain I endured over the past many years.

Through His faithful servant. 📜

This post is not what I had planned. But the Holy Spirit knows. He knows who will read this. This is for somebody today. God stopped me in my tracks, to let you know He is bringing GLORY out of your pain! From the place of defeat to the Realms of JOY UNSPEAKABLE! From VICTIM to VINDICATION!

I was writing a completely different post for today and suddenly the Lord broke into my thoughts and revealed to me the broken hearts of His people. He showed me that there are many of you who have been abused in some way; both girls and boys, both men and women.

Psychologically, verbally, physically, mentally, emotionally. You have spent years enduring it, blocking it out, trying to escape the abuser and trying to escape the memories. Some have been abused as children by parents, some as adults by spouses and many many other scenarios.

Know this today: Here is what the Lord says to you,

"Beloved. I will contend with those who contend with you.

"For many years your abuser thought they had gotten away with the violence and the cruelty. You have been mistreated regularly and repeatedly and in unspeakable ways.

"Never forget that I have always had GOOD plans for your life. But there are people who have been influenced, yes, even possessed by evil.

"They made that choice, they chose the way of death and rejected Life. They chose cursing instead of blessing. They chose violence and abuse instead of the Way of the Spirit.

"You were not responsible for their choices. Though they had many chances, they would not listen to the Holy Spirit and repeatedly rejected your Savior's Grace.

"I know you have been confused in your mind, and you ask," why me?" I know, My Child. I weep with compassion. I weep tears with you for this was not My plan. It was not My doing.

"The devil comes to kill steal and destroy, but I came to bring you Life. I am well acquainted with your grief, sorrow and pain. I too was violently abused, rejected, spat upon, and ridiculed and torn apart.

"You feel as if a part of you is forever crushed and destroyed.

"But know this, My Child. You are Mine.

"It is by My Wounds you are healed. Though you are crushed in spirit and body and mind, I will make you whole.

"You are not the defeated person the abuser tried to form in you.

"But you are a New Creation. The old man is dead, , the old has passed away, the NEW has come. You are ALIVE and hidden in Christ Jesus.

"Therefore, know this.

"I hear the cries of the afflicted; I will strengthen your heart.

"I will do justice to the motherless and the fatherless and those who lost spouses. I will vindicate the oppressed. Those who choose terror will strike you no more.

"I uphold all who fall, and I raise up all who are bowed down. I heal the brokenhearted and bind up your wounds.

"I give power to the weak, and to those who have no might I increase strength.

"I will give you beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness.

"Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old.

"Behold, I am doing a NEW THING; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert.

"No longer see yourself as a victim for I make you a victor! Take off those grave clothes, Dear One. Run out of that tomb of defeat.

"The abuser tried to cover you with a garment of violence, but I am covering you with a NEW GARMENT OF GRACE.

"You will be UNTOUCHABLE. The fires of adversity have forged a WARRIOR in you! Oh yes, My Child!

" I will allow no one to oppress you; I will rebuke kings on your behalf, saying, “Touch not My Anointed, and do My prophet no harm!"

"I am with you as a Dread Champion; Therefore your persecutors will stumble and not prevail. They will be utterly ashamed, because they have failed, With an everlasting disgrace that will not be forgotten.

“No weapon that is formed against you will succeed; And every tongue that rises against you in judgment you will condemn.

"Watch and see. I will publicly defend you. I will declare and show Whose you are.

"I will bring forth your VINDICATION like the dawn, your JUSTICE like the noonday sun.

"I will not keep silent, and for your sake, I will not keep still.

"Your Righteousness will shine forth like a Bright Light, your Salvation hits the atmosphere like a Blazing Torch in My Hand!

"For My peace, righteousness, security, and triumph over opposition is your heritage, My Child. I will make a laughingstock of your enemies.

"For this is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, And your VINDICATION is from Me,” declares the LORD.

"Nations will see your Vindication, and all rulers of darkness your Glory. And you will be called by a new name that the mouth of the LORD will bestow.

"Leave the abusers to Me, My Child.

"Do not avenge yourselves, Beloved, but leave room for God's wrath. For it is written: “Vengeance is Mine; I will repay," says the Lord.

VINDICATION

1. To justify; to clear from accusation; prove to be real or true.

2. To maintain or defend with success; to prove to be valid; to assert convincingly; to sustain against assault; as, to vindicate a right, claim, or title.

3. To support or maintain as true or correct, against denial, censure, or objections; to defend; to justify.

4. To maintain, as a law or a cause, by overthrowing enemies.

5. To liberate; to set free; to deliver.

6. To avenge; to punish; as, a war to vindicate or punish infidelity.

Strong's Greek 1556. ekdikeo: To vindicate, to avenge. To pronounce judgment." I give justice over, I defend, I avenge."

"For the LORD will VINDICATE His people and will have compassion on His servants." Psalm 135:14

"The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I am come that they might have life, and that they might have it more abundantly." John 10:10

"O Lord, you hear the desire of the afflicted; you will strengthen their heart; you will incline your ear to do justice to the fatherless and the oppressed, so that man who is of the earth may strike terror no more." Psalm 10:17-18

"The LORD upholds all who fall, and raises up all who are bowed down." Psalms 145:14

"He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds." Psalms 147:3

"Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come." 2 Corinthians 5:17

"If it is possible on your part, live at peace with everyone. Do not avenge yourselves, beloved, but leave room for God’s wrath. For it is written: “Vengeance is Mine; I will repay, says the Lord.” Romans 12:18-19

"But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed." Isaiah 53:5

“Remember not the former things, nor consider the things of old. Behold, I am doing a new thing; now it springs forth, do you not perceive it? I will make a way in the wilderness and rivers in the desert." Isaiah 43:18-19

"For Zion’s sake I will not keep silent, and for Jerusalem’s sake I will not keep still, until her righteousness shines like a bright light, her salvation like a blazing torch. Nations will see your righteousness, and all kings your glory. You will be called by a new name that the mouth of the LORD will bestow." Isaiah 62:1-2